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Take Your Favorite Fariy Tale and Tear it Up - [2/2]
Super Junior, various, R, 1500 words
Part 1
sungmin uses cuteness to get what he wants. han geng uses his cover of slightly clumsy sincerity. heechul just bitches until things go his way. everyone has different methods, all tried and true. kibum's is sex.
kibum had an early start: he doesn't talk much about what he did in america for those three years, but what he learned was invaluable. a well-placed blowjob has gotten him further in the industry than he had ever dreamed. it got him placed in super junior just as the group was readying for debut. it got him into heechul's good graces. it got him his first acting job. and, kibum thinks with a languid lick of his lips, eyes hooded as he approaches a certain door marked with a gold plate bearing the letters "LSM", it will get him out of super junior happy.
--
heechul loves han geng. some people know this, or have guessed it, or joke about it, but only heechul knows the depth of his affections. it borders on obsession sometimes, how much he thinks about him, how much effort he puts into pretending not to care, when he actually watches han geng sleep at night and clips a lock of han geng's hair while he's unaware and keeps it locked in his diary. it borders on obsession, the way he watches han geng's mouth move, the way he lingers outside the bathroom when han geng showers, just listening. it borders on obsession when he starts stealing han geng's things, little things, but it teeters on the edge and falls completely into the abyss of obsession when he starts hating the other members because han geng smiles at them (don't fucking touch him).
but heechul will never tell. and no one will ever find out.
--
siwon can't help that he's perfect: god made him that way. he fakes modesty because it's unbecoming for a christian to be vain, but when siwon has closed his bible for the day, running his fingers thoughtfully over the worn leather cover, he gets up from his chair and moves to the mirror. it doesn't matter which mirror, for he has plenty. and he knows he looks good in all of them, from any angle, because god made him and broke the mold. siwon will smile into the mirror at his reflection; it will smile back. it gives him a rush of - something. an indescribable sort of feeling, heavy and heady in the pit of his stomach.
sometimes siwon touches his fingers to the cool glass, strokes his reflection's skin, and he'll be hard, harder than he's ever gotten with girls (because, oh yes, siwon has fucked his fair share of girls; who can resist looks like his?). sometimes, when he's touching himself, locked in his bedroom alone in front of his floor-length mirror, he watches his hand slide over himself and he licks his lips and he gasps and he comes all over the glass. and when he licks his fingers clean and catches a glimpse of the bible in the mirror, he smiles. because god likes every inch of him.
--
shindong eats because he's paid to eat. with the amount of exercise he gets every day in dance practice, especially when he's choreographing or demonstrating for the others, especially with the number of solos he gets, he would be trimmer than kangin within a month if he wasn't paid to eat. but shindong is paid to eat, because the higher ups who make decisions about his life insist that super junior needs a friendly, chubby, teddy bear-like member to play comedian. so shindong is paid to eat, and he eats, because he is paid to, but that doesn't mean he likes it. shindong smiles every time the other members bring up his love of food on shows or in interviews, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to punch them in the face. shindong makes jokes about being adorable and popular with five-year-olds, but that doesn't mean he thinks it's funny. shindong eats, and shindong is funny, and shindong dances, but that doesn't mean shindong isn't going to make them regret it one day. one day, he thinks, and laughs his full-bodied stomach-rumbling laugh.
--
kangin is loud. when he drinks, he's loud; when he smokes, he's loud; when he's sober and teasing, he's loud. kangin also has loud, sweaty, noisy sex, which everyone knows because it's loud and sweaty and noisy (and generally full of cursing). people tell kangin, sometimes, to be quiet or to keep it down. people think, all the time, that kangin needs to shut the fuck up. what people don't know is that kangin can't, because when he shuts up, he hears the voices. insiduous voices. voices that tell him to just bend leeteuk over and fuck him, or to grip ryeowook's flimsy wrist until it breaks. sometimes the voices tell him to throw something, hit someone, take something that isn't his - just because he can. and kangin's done it before. he snapped, once, gave in to temptation: slammed heechul against a wall and nearly strangled him to death, fingers leaving white imprints. heechul doesn't talk about it now, but he avoids kangin, until the hate and the guilt and the rage blur kangin's vision and he shouts something stupid just so he can drown out the voices.
--
yesung hates leeteuk because leeteuk is weak. he hates heechul because heechul doesn't know when to shut up. he hates han geng for being a pushover, kangin for not knowing his place, and shindong for trying to make a joke out of everything. yesung hates sungmin because he's more plastic than the dolls he pretends to play with, hates eunhyuk for trying so hard. he hates donghae for being oblivious, hates siwon for being perfect, and hates ryeowook for refusing to grow up. he also hates kibum, who always looks at yesung as if he's not sure why yesung is there, in the group, or there, within a three meter radius of him, or there, existing. yesung hates kyuhyun too, because he took away the only thing yesung was good at, and left him with no position at all.
yesung hates them all, but he puts up with them because it takes time to set things in motion, and yesung is patient. when he's really angry, though, he pulls out his notebook from its hiding place and rereads his notes about arsenic and cut brake lines and unexplainable falls down flights of stars, and he smiles, twirling the lighter he keeps close at hand even though "no, ryeowookie, i don't smoke."
--
kyuhyun thinks he's generally a good person and fairly intelligent. it's why he mock the fans, affectionately, when they get a little too silly and invested for his liking. fourteen-year-olds who profess undying love isn't really his thing, but he appreciates the sentiment: it's the fourteen-year-olds who ask sullenly why sungmin-oppa won't answer their phone calls that make kyuhyun roll his eyes and mutter biting comments under his breath. so kyuhyun is a little sarcastic sometimes: that doesn't make him a bad person. he wonders what does, and wonders again when he feels his stomach turn over unpleasantly at the sight of henry.
maybe this, he thinks even as he sets his jaw and narrows his eyes, the ugly flame of jealousy flaring inside him - maybe this makes him a bad person. because he hates henry for what he stands for, and it isn't about any threat he's posing as a potential fourteenth member, but that he is the new magnae. the baby. doted upon and fawned over and teased and cuddled and generally spoiled. magnae, kyuhyun's role. kyuhyun hates the very idea of sharing and if that makes him a bad person - well, he frankly doesn't really care.
--
leeteuk may be the official leader of super junior, but it's ryeowook who pulls the strings. few people know or guess this, even amongst the members. when ryeowook pads shyly into leeteuk's room in his pajamas, everyone just smiles and assumes that it's another late night heart-to-heart. ryeowook loves to talk about his feelings, they murmur indulgently.
ryeowook does talk about his feelings. lately, his feelings have included not wanting to be around yesung, and so he convinced leeteuk to argue for ryeowook's inclusion in super junior m. donghae has also been praticing his chinese very hard, he hinted, because ryeowook likes being around donghae, and so donghae was put into sjm too. ryeowook also mentioned, in one of those many late night heart-to-hearts, how heechul looks like he needs a break, and so trot became happy, and yesung took heechul's place.
ryeowook doesn't mind being thought of as the girly, soft-spoken, weak-willed member, because he still gets to do what he wants, and he gets who he wants, where he wants, when he wants. it's a good thing for everyone else, he sometimes muses, that he isn't fond of holding grudges.
--
On Ryeowook:
dear_whimsy: I MUST KNOW THE SECRET TO HIS HOLD OVER EETEUK
meitachi: HE MAKES KIBUM SEX LEETEUK INTO COMPLIANCE?
dear_whimsy: ...D:
dear_whimsy: THEN WHAT IS HIS HOLD OVER KIBUM
meitachi: UM
meitachi: GOOD QUESTION
dear_whimsy: *STARES; WAITS(
dear_whimsy: *
meitachi: UM
meitachi: MIND CONTROL
meitachi: IDK D:
meitachi: STOP QUESTIONING ME
meitachi: IT INVALIDATES ME
dear_whimsy: LOL MIND CONTORL
dear_whimsy: *ROL
dear_whimsy: NO.
dear_whimsy: I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT HEARING THE ENDING MOMMY
meitachi: once upon a time, ryeowook said to kibum, "i know you're good at giving blowjobs, but how are you at receiving them? i'll blow you for every time you blow leeteuk into listening to me." and so kibum did leeteuk and ryeowook did kibum. and they all lived happily (well-sexed-ly) ever after.
NOTES. BECAUSE YOU CARE: KIBUM'S IS MY FAVORITE, by far. That's because I have this unhealthy fixation on Kibum's extreme hotness recently and his ability (duty, even!) to sleep with anyone and everyone. The future looks like it will hold Kibum/everyone pornfic, oh yes. I do really adore Heechul's though; wish I could flesh it out more. Mmm, stalker!Rella. And KI and YS are just...crazy. Idek. I tried to make KH and RW return slghtly to normal, with normal issues. Sort of. And my favorite from Part 1 was ruthless!leader!Teukie, because men in command are hot. :D
dear_whimsy.Take Your Favorite Fariy Tale and Tear it Up - [2/2]
Super Junior, various, R, 1500 words
Part 1
sungmin uses cuteness to get what he wants. han geng uses his cover of slightly clumsy sincerity. heechul just bitches until things go his way. everyone has different methods, all tried and true. kibum's is sex.
kibum had an early start: he doesn't talk much about what he did in america for those three years, but what he learned was invaluable. a well-placed blowjob has gotten him further in the industry than he had ever dreamed. it got him placed in super junior just as the group was readying for debut. it got him into heechul's good graces. it got him his first acting job. and, kibum thinks with a languid lick of his lips, eyes hooded as he approaches a certain door marked with a gold plate bearing the letters "LSM", it will get him out of super junior happy.
--
heechul loves han geng. some people know this, or have guessed it, or joke about it, but only heechul knows the depth of his affections. it borders on obsession sometimes, how much he thinks about him, how much effort he puts into pretending not to care, when he actually watches han geng sleep at night and clips a lock of han geng's hair while he's unaware and keeps it locked in his diary. it borders on obsession, the way he watches han geng's mouth move, the way he lingers outside the bathroom when han geng showers, just listening. it borders on obsession when he starts stealing han geng's things, little things, but it teeters on the edge and falls completely into the abyss of obsession when he starts hating the other members because han geng smiles at them (don't fucking touch him).
but heechul will never tell. and no one will ever find out.
--
siwon can't help that he's perfect: god made him that way. he fakes modesty because it's unbecoming for a christian to be vain, but when siwon has closed his bible for the day, running his fingers thoughtfully over the worn leather cover, he gets up from his chair and moves to the mirror. it doesn't matter which mirror, for he has plenty. and he knows he looks good in all of them, from any angle, because god made him and broke the mold. siwon will smile into the mirror at his reflection; it will smile back. it gives him a rush of - something. an indescribable sort of feeling, heavy and heady in the pit of his stomach.
sometimes siwon touches his fingers to the cool glass, strokes his reflection's skin, and he'll be hard, harder than he's ever gotten with girls (because, oh yes, siwon has fucked his fair share of girls; who can resist looks like his?). sometimes, when he's touching himself, locked in his bedroom alone in front of his floor-length mirror, he watches his hand slide over himself and he licks his lips and he gasps and he comes all over the glass. and when he licks his fingers clean and catches a glimpse of the bible in the mirror, he smiles. because god likes every inch of him.
--
shindong eats because he's paid to eat. with the amount of exercise he gets every day in dance practice, especially when he's choreographing or demonstrating for the others, especially with the number of solos he gets, he would be trimmer than kangin within a month if he wasn't paid to eat. but shindong is paid to eat, because the higher ups who make decisions about his life insist that super junior needs a friendly, chubby, teddy bear-like member to play comedian. so shindong is paid to eat, and he eats, because he is paid to, but that doesn't mean he likes it. shindong smiles every time the other members bring up his love of food on shows or in interviews, but that doesn't mean he doesn't want to punch them in the face. shindong makes jokes about being adorable and popular with five-year-olds, but that doesn't mean he thinks it's funny. shindong eats, and shindong is funny, and shindong dances, but that doesn't mean shindong isn't going to make them regret it one day. one day, he thinks, and laughs his full-bodied stomach-rumbling laugh.
--
kangin is loud. when he drinks, he's loud; when he smokes, he's loud; when he's sober and teasing, he's loud. kangin also has loud, sweaty, noisy sex, which everyone knows because it's loud and sweaty and noisy (and generally full of cursing). people tell kangin, sometimes, to be quiet or to keep it down. people think, all the time, that kangin needs to shut the fuck up. what people don't know is that kangin can't, because when he shuts up, he hears the voices. insiduous voices. voices that tell him to just bend leeteuk over and fuck him, or to grip ryeowook's flimsy wrist until it breaks. sometimes the voices tell him to throw something, hit someone, take something that isn't his - just because he can. and kangin's done it before. he snapped, once, gave in to temptation: slammed heechul against a wall and nearly strangled him to death, fingers leaving white imprints. heechul doesn't talk about it now, but he avoids kangin, until the hate and the guilt and the rage blur kangin's vision and he shouts something stupid just so he can drown out the voices.
--
yesung hates leeteuk because leeteuk is weak. he hates heechul because heechul doesn't know when to shut up. he hates han geng for being a pushover, kangin for not knowing his place, and shindong for trying to make a joke out of everything. yesung hates sungmin because he's more plastic than the dolls he pretends to play with, hates eunhyuk for trying so hard. he hates donghae for being oblivious, hates siwon for being perfect, and hates ryeowook for refusing to grow up. he also hates kibum, who always looks at yesung as if he's not sure why yesung is there, in the group, or there, within a three meter radius of him, or there, existing. yesung hates kyuhyun too, because he took away the only thing yesung was good at, and left him with no position at all.
yesung hates them all, but he puts up with them because it takes time to set things in motion, and yesung is patient. when he's really angry, though, he pulls out his notebook from its hiding place and rereads his notes about arsenic and cut brake lines and unexplainable falls down flights of stars, and he smiles, twirling the lighter he keeps close at hand even though "no, ryeowookie, i don't smoke."
--
kyuhyun thinks he's generally a good person and fairly intelligent. it's why he mock the fans, affectionately, when they get a little too silly and invested for his liking. fourteen-year-olds who profess undying love isn't really his thing, but he appreciates the sentiment: it's the fourteen-year-olds who ask sullenly why sungmin-oppa won't answer their phone calls that make kyuhyun roll his eyes and mutter biting comments under his breath. so kyuhyun is a little sarcastic sometimes: that doesn't make him a bad person. he wonders what does, and wonders again when he feels his stomach turn over unpleasantly at the sight of henry.
maybe this, he thinks even as he sets his jaw and narrows his eyes, the ugly flame of jealousy flaring inside him - maybe this makes him a bad person. because he hates henry for what he stands for, and it isn't about any threat he's posing as a potential fourteenth member, but that he is the new magnae. the baby. doted upon and fawned over and teased and cuddled and generally spoiled. magnae, kyuhyun's role. kyuhyun hates the very idea of sharing and if that makes him a bad person - well, he frankly doesn't really care.
--
leeteuk may be the official leader of super junior, but it's ryeowook who pulls the strings. few people know or guess this, even amongst the members. when ryeowook pads shyly into leeteuk's room in his pajamas, everyone just smiles and assumes that it's another late night heart-to-heart. ryeowook loves to talk about his feelings, they murmur indulgently.
ryeowook does talk about his feelings. lately, his feelings have included not wanting to be around yesung, and so he convinced leeteuk to argue for ryeowook's inclusion in super junior m. donghae has also been praticing his chinese very hard, he hinted, because ryeowook likes being around donghae, and so donghae was put into sjm too. ryeowook also mentioned, in one of those many late night heart-to-hearts, how heechul looks like he needs a break, and so trot became happy, and yesung took heechul's place.
ryeowook doesn't mind being thought of as the girly, soft-spoken, weak-willed member, because he still gets to do what he wants, and he gets who he wants, where he wants, when he wants. it's a good thing for everyone else, he sometimes muses, that he isn't fond of holding grudges.
--
On Ryeowook:
dear_whimsy: I MUST KNOW THE SECRET TO HIS HOLD OVER EETEUK meitachi: HE MAKES KIBUM SEX LEETEUK INTO COMPLIANCE? dear_whimsy: ...D: dear_whimsy: THEN WHAT IS HIS HOLD OVER KIBUM meitachi: UM meitachi: GOOD QUESTION dear_whimsy: *STARES; WAITS( dear_whimsy: * meitachi: UM meitachi: MIND CONTROL meitachi: IDK D: meitachi: STOP QUESTIONING ME meitachi: IT INVALIDATES ME dear_whimsy: LOL MIND CONTORL dear_whimsy: *ROL dear_whimsy: NO. dear_whimsy: I CAN'T SLEEP WITHOUT HEARING THE ENDING MOMMY meitachi: once upon a time, ryeowook said to kibum, "i know you're good at giving blowjobs, but how are you at receiving them? i'll blow you for every time you blow leeteuk into listening to me." and so kibum did leeteuk and ryeowook did kibum. and they all lived happily (well-sexed-ly) ever after. NOTES. BECAUSE YOU CARE: KIBUM'S IS MY FAVORITE, by far. That's because I have this unhealthy fixation on Kibum's extreme hotness recently and his ability (duty, even!) to sleep with anyone and everyone. The future looks like it will hold Kibum/everyone pornfic, oh yes. I do really adore Heechul's though; wish I could flesh it out more. Mmm, stalker!Rella. And KI and YS are just...crazy. Idek. I tried to make KH and RW return slghtly to normal, with normal issues. Sort of. And my favorite from Part 1 was ruthless!leader!Teukie, because men in command are hot. :D
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